Wow, it has been quite some time since I've last uploaded any of my work.
In the last few months I've come to realise that I am horrible at committing myself to anything, DA, school work, and friendships to a certain degree. So this is just yet another update to say that I still haven't forcibly told myself to delete my Deviant Art merely because whatever I post up SUCKS.

Today I went to Tuggerah with my parents, whats new? We walked around the warehouses, to which are supposed to be "discounted" but I beg to differ. Anywho, there has been a sudden increase in the amount of artists who are trying to sell their works on the top floor. If I had money, chances are I would have bought something but ah well, there is always next time. There were two shops imparticular that really caught my attention.

I also have some affirming news, dad is considering letting me get my treble-clef-on-finger tattoo. It's only small, and hopefully shouldn't cost a lot, plus it is actually meaningful to me and I just think it looks cute.
So really, that is all that's happened to me in the last ...6 or 7 months since I last decided to post a journal on DA. Hope you guys really (didn't) enjoy reading it, and that it (was)n't a waste of time.
xo

Haven't been on here in a while,
I guess this journal is just to say that I haven't completely given up on DA yet, but its close.

I'm lacking the enthusiasm to keep up with it really.

"If i had a dollar for every time i purchased something that was a piece of shit, id be a billionaire right now."

I am so lazy.
These holidays have been a constant blur, like the road at 100km/h on the highway. Where does time go?
Its as if waisting my time confined within my bedroom is the more constructive thing to do right now and with less than 3 days to go before school starts again, I seriously cannot think of anything else I'd prefer to be doing.
To be honest though, I'd much prefer to take the next plane out of this country and find a new world. With people that I could never get tired of because they have personality.

I don't really know what I want these days but its slowly slipping through my fingers, burning marks onto my palms and I don't know how to stop it before I'm left floating in the middle of oblivion.
Once its gone, it never comes back.
And I know for sure that I have to stop thinking and put more concentration and thought into where I should really be right now.

"Every second of every day, you make a choice that can change your life."

I KNOW WHAT I WANT. HOW DO I GET IT?


NOTE: I'm not really 'eager' it just wouldn't let me change my mood.

"I breathe my own air, not the poisons of another." - Jaime Mitropoulos